Friday, October 23, 2009 (7:23 PM)
i was always the one that was in power
but after so long
and after certain 'stuff' happened
makes me just want to let myself go this time
i want to yet i dont want to
i cant help myself from feeling this way
its always one after another
the better one wins and the loser never has the chance to even be in that position
never once
maybe it is asking too much
i dnt know
may not have the qualities that is needed
but has certain charm to it
i want to yet i dont want to
i long for yet i stay away