Wednesday, June 10, 2009 (10:43 AM)
ITS DAMN HOT
I AM LIKE MELTING
anyways.. not sure what to feel now that i am back in singapore
mixed emotions.
not sure whether to feel happy sad excited sian or what like part of me wants to come back yet part of me still wants to stay in dalian!
beijing was a total disappointment!!!!!! its so.. boring? so commercialized!
i sooo miss dalian!!! i miss the food AND OMGGGG I PUT ON 4 FUCKING KG!
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GO ON A SERIOUS DIET
i will look like some pumpkin on my ah gongs bday la! so many people are gonna be there and i dun wan them to start saying
omg u put on so much weight!!
i dun wanna look like some ultra fat girl standing next to my brother's skinny friends
standing beside them just makes everything worse.
i make them look even skinnier they make me look even fatter!!!!!!!
T________T
anyways.. i miss all the friends.. staying with them
it was short but fun
it still feels like the past i was still making the decision of whether i should go to dalian or not and now i am already back from that place!! O.O