Monday, January 12, 2009 (10:10 PM)
"choose the wrong course and regret for life"
that's me and i guess to some of my friends.
really lost at what to do with life at this moment. definitely not going to be an interior designer no way no how.
i was also thinking that maybe after i grad from poly i will start a shop with my friend poopy. then both of us can handle the shop together! like so cool but i am afraid parents will force me to go to a uni. even if they dun force me they will say so in a manner such that i will feel guilty if i dun go. so hopfully that doesn't happen.
now thinking of attachment and stuff
feel so afraid and tired or this course.
at least pple like jamie and jonathan are good at this. but some of us totally suck at it
and especially crits omg
it just turns me off. so intimidating presenting in front of all those pple. i know presentations are supposed to prepare us for the future but whatever. i dun need this preparation.
and as for attachment
i think.. well not think i can confirm i will screw up the whole thing big time and then i will get into trouble. hopefully the pple are not fierce cause once someone is fierce towards me, my brain just shuts down and i turn pale. like so embarrassing.
haiz hope they just teach me and dun ask me to do anything
hmm kinda impossible