Tuesday, November 25, 2008 (9:57 PM)
but i just can't help it
wonder when was the last time we had a real conversation
see the lonely shadow made my heart ache thinking of it
i should do more and stop thinking of myself
at this age its normal i guess so i cannot do anything
just need to communicate more
today just rolling about in the vehicle while everyone was having dinner
couldn't even change the channel as the adults were watching news
no playmate
mum not there
us totally ignoring
so sorry for being such an ass