paths to choose
Thursday, March 15, 2007 (12:11 AM)
when i suddenly saw scenes flashing across my mind
there was a scene
i was in it
i could tell that i was being put in a veri difficult position
i was in the middle of it all
the shape of a triangle
i knew what t meant immediately
then i started to feel weird
this weird feeling
it cannot be described
i then lost my appetite thinking about that scene
i felt so lost
so confused
so frustrated
so sad
i hate this feeling
i tot it would not come back since i was sec 1...
what to do..
my friend asked mi a qn
left mi speechless
but i still answered
i lied
but i had no choice
i had to
filled with guilt
confusion yet agn
what am i wishing for? i don't know
i do not want to take the wrong path
both paths have their own disadvantages and advantages
the first one is very welcoming
full of beautiful flowers, brids, butterflies
the sun fills u with such warmth making u feel safe and loved
the second path is somewhat a cooler path
mani tall yet wonderful and amazing trees are planted along the path
thunderstorms happen once in a while
making everything go wrong
but this path is sealed for now..
will it be open?
what will i do?
what is 3rd and 4th paths appear?
which will i take