Saturday, February 17, 2007 (11:00 PM)
and then suddenly everything becomes dark,
u can't see anything
but when u have been in the dark all along,
u are used to it.
part of me has been in the dark all these while
anger
sorrow
regrets
Im such a fool for regretting like this
Im the one who let you go,
i didnt hold onto you
now i am sitting here watching you with her
hearing your name makes my heart ache
Im just shedding sad tears
I hate myself for being this way
You left me first...
Without telling me anything...
Leaving behind everything in your heart
I hated you for leaving with just sadness remaining
My friends tell me
,That slowly, things will be forgottenI tried to forget.
In the passing time,
I try to erase my memories of you
But I cant throw them away