Tuesday, September 14, 2010 (9:18 PM)
dilemma frustration helplessness jealousy
its like every emotion combining forces
i am angry at her
i hate that so called mini me.. fuck
if only i was not caged when i was younger and had the freedom to all that i wanted then maybe now i would not feel so useless
i would have already made up my mind and not dilly dally on small stupid things like these.
its not my fault
its not.
after hearing some news today
i just wanna run as far away as possible
i wanna give you back everything
i am sorry that i am not what you wanted me to be
you can give everything to them
i will just live on my miserable pay
i will go abroad and leave you alone