Sunday, August 16, 2009 (9:16 PM)
what to after i graduate
what is my purpose in life
everything just seems so dead
like it has all been planned out for you
its like this.. u grad from poly u move on the uni then u grad from uni u come out and work u work for a few years and you get married!
iTS SO BORINGGG
(unless i get married to an ultra hot rich guy then i wouldnt mind getting married even now)
there are so many things i wanna so after i grad from poly but SO LITTLE TIME!
i wanna take up korean, driving, make up.
i wanna go korea and work in the music company for at least a while so if i dun fit there then at least i can give up my dreams of looking at korean stars nearby
if that dream fails then i shall move on to england and search for guys HAHA
IF THAT FAILS then.. i shall have to resort to opening a blogshop first
if that is a success i shall earn some money, get some loyal shoppers and open a real shop
gosh
poly
is
such
a
waste
of
my
life
i am just stressing every single school day
i thought poly was supposed to be fun
i guess not for some of us..
i should have chosen something i really liked and not anyhow point to some course and decided
IF ONLY I COULD GO BACK IN TIME
if could do that, there will be so many changes made
i would join a course i like
i would join sports club (HAHA thats where the hot guys are)
i bet if i did i would have a bf by now ( and a hot one)
I WANNA HAVE A NIGHTLIFE
I WANNA HAVE A SHOPPING BUDDY TO SHOP TILL WE DROP EVERY SHOPPING SPREE
I WANNA HAVE STARS AS FRIENDS
i wanna have so many things
i know i must not be greedy
but i am afterall a human i crave for things i do not have