Friday, March 20, 2009 (10:19 PM)
and my cousin came back from switzzerland about a month ago to visit and nurse her new born baby here. and it feels so different. we seldom meet. i mean we onli met like twice during her 1 and a half months stay here and another 2 times because she was going back end of the week which means tml..
we dun go out or chat like we used to
which is kinda sad
moving away really changes things.
same goes for my other cousins. they moved away when young and we used to be close when we young cause we were kids and didn't care about anything else
but now we have all grown up and.. i just feel weird being around them when they come. its a little awkward. i mean its a really sad thing. remembering how close we used to be, how we used to share secrets, have slpovers and all and now we are just so distant
and i wasn't so emo till the radio started playing emo korean songs...
roar..
as if life isn;t sad enough right now..