Saturday, December 27, 2008 (11:11 PM)
feel so dumb can
but so hard to do it
to achieve the even harder one
maybe almost the impossible
or maybe there isn't even a maybe
no interest
no commons
I NEED ADVICE
nono
I NEED A MIRACLE
been trying sooooo hard
but
still no results
this feels like going back in time to that same period
doing the same thing all over again knowing how the ending will be
Wednesday, December 03, 2008 (10:32 PM)
ahhh monday i was chatting with my friend on the phone at night when suddenly i felt like vomiting so i thought oh must be the burp- and - be - fine kinda vomit feeling
so i tried to burp but couldn't and in the end my parents reached home and i puked!!!
i freaking puked! the feeling so was so so so so terrible. then i slept in my parents room as i always do when i am sick
then i thought i would be better but then at 12 i puked again! so
it was decided that i had food poisoning! like so sudden. mum said it might be the eggs from the wet market. and i ate three LOL pig..
then tried to slp could slp at first but then when i it got closer to 1 i think my tummy was so so so so uncomfortable and i puked again and then at 2 i puked again and 3 and 4 i practically puked every hour
so i puked till onli like juice came out? means everything was out YAY hahah then finally slept through till morning. peace
but in the morning was feeling weak and was suffering from the damned menses cramps it was the first day! -.-
and i ate breakfast. didnt puke but felt ughh
ate lunch and everthing came out
then dinner time didn't really eat much cause i was afraid that i would puke!!! but i didn't wahahhaha happpyy
then the next day which is today went to schooL saw my darlings mel and eel XD