shant emo..

i love pocky

whenever it gets lonely
i start thinking deeply about everything
like giving it a serious thought
about every single thing thats happening ard me
and reflect on the things i have done etc

emo..

maybe it wont turn out as expected?

its starting to change

school: school is just so sucky gawd..
i just wanna quit school and open a shop with eel and mel XD
that will just be so much easier
we will do so well that we will probably win the young entrepreneur award!
how cool will that be man!
our business will be big mama bang bang booming LOl
today after tutorial with alexis just totally wiped my mind out!
i couldn't think i couldn't even rmb what i did in the last 10 secs craps a
nd then when we followed mel to the the toilet
and eel and i were waiting outside
then i told eel
me: u see this?(points at the wall)
eel: er.. ya?(thinking: hmm its just a wall)
me: bangs head
eel: shocked
tsk this is what school is doing to us
eel even wanted to jump off the railing
lol which is like just a storey jump and i told her we wont die if we jump such a short distance we will just be paralysed and then we will be suffering even more than we are now LMAO I also went crazy for a while in school. i just ket laughing for no reason. i think its because my internet is not working and i am too bored!
XD this is why never leave me to emo by myself for too long that is what happens





i am going to get piggybacked all the way home from yishun! LOL

I WANT TO QUIT SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

no point in wasting my life away...
life is meant at this age is meant for us to enjoy and make use of our youth
not stress every single day in school
and have no life

i used to like drawing doodling dreaming about my perfect dream house
now i can't even doodle!
worse is
i can't even picture what my room will look like!
this course has made me lose interest in draeming about my dream house!
this is so serious!
tsktsk

its 7.30 and no one is home yet..
the heavy rain and emo songs are just adding on to the lonliness

oh man
stupid stress is making me break out!
grrr..

damn
somehow 7 hours of slp still isn't enuff
so slpy
compared to last year, after 7 hours of slp i could just open my eyes now its like as if i am fighting some battle within! tsktsk
i am wearing out my mind and body

this feeling
what a wonderful one
a sense of sweetness yet fear lingering around somewhere

will the it emerge as a never before
or will it be the same as every other? hmmm

SO TIRED

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