T H R E E O F H E A R T S

Monday, December 31, 2007 (12:49 AM)

why is that a person can change so much
with just the snap of fingers

changed..
changed into someone i can hardly recognise..
the way of conversing is so different
filled with irritation, anger and ignorance
all negatives feelings
not even a sign of slight happiness
trying to make things feel right
but in the end it only proves the opposite

how silly to think that that is the only way to having pure happiness
so silly.. so silly..
instead it only changes a person in certain cases
just like this one
this only made mi wake up and open my eyes wide to notice what was wrong

all i need now is..
to find..
i just need a little bit of time
while i am still able for it

Friday, December 28, 2007 (11:09 PM)

i am afraid to tell people the real truth because it is shameful

i know it is wrong yet i cnt help it

hoping things turn for the better but knowing it will not be that way

then why am i still holding high hopes

so silly so silly..

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 (1:45 AM)

why is that u are ignoring me?

at least tell me what i have done..

Thursday, December 20, 2007 (11:43 AM)

omggg ever since i went to lzx's autograph session.. i kept tuning in to 93.3
hahah
and then there were 2 times when i got into the car and turned on 93.3 and his song came on! its like
woah!
like its fated hahah
omg i am such a psycho fan
XD

luo zhi xiang's qian chang hui!!!!!!!

Friday, December 14, 2007 (10:48 PM)

AHHHHHH omg omg omg omg omg!!

today went for luo zhi xiang's autograph session wahahahahaha

my first autograph session ever!

sigh

went to meet jy and joyy at 1 plus lol they started to line up at 10?!

and yeet they were still like soooooo behind??!!

hahaha anywaes lined up for like damn long and finally went in

then there these 2 lians behind me then they like wa dammnnn blooooddy hell irritating

felt like smacking them.. stupid retards.

anywaes he sang yi zhi smth smth and wo bu hui chang ge!!

and then omg

3 super uber lucky girls were chosen and they sang with him!! like wth!!

if i were the girl i would like grab his hand and give him a hug wahahahahah

but that is kinda impossible because i never have this kind of luck

then we were like sooo squeezed. i think next time b4 i go for another autograpg session i will need to lose alot of weight hahaha

and then wa lao the pple there like never shower la stink StInk STINK

and they were like so super close and not enuff oxygen

AND I DIDN"T BRING HIS BOOK!!!! !@#$%^&*

T____T i wanna slap myself

*piak*

lol anywaes i wanted him to sign the concert tix but the workers said no..

fine lor..

selfish..

>_<

AND THEn finally the battle was almost over

when i saw him like face to face my mind went like blank

i was like smiling really weirdly and my lips were trembling so terribly AHH

i love him

he is soooo handsome! and then when he shook my hand omg

so

gentle!!!

i nearly melted right then. hahahha

thinking bout my lips trembling makes me wanna luff

his face is like so flawless

so.. handsome..

so.. mesmerizing

next time i have to write down a list of things i wanna say to him so

when my mind goes blank i can just read from the list

hahah

sian lei

my mind went blank and i couldn't really really rmb his face when i was like standing in front of him

because it seemed like so

impossible to be standing in front of hiM!

hahah i am like so crazy over him!

in the taxi i kept thinking of wat happened but the memory kept coming out as tho i didn't see him face to face but on tv. wahaha and then i didn't take pics because we were so far behind and my hands were trembling hahah

AH OH YA

omg

his

dance

moves

are

so

HOT

like damn bloody hot!!!

i am sooooo going to taiwan and look for him

hahahha

wat the hell

Monday, December 10, 2007 (6:57 PM)

duno what the hell is wrong with mi and my mum these few days
she just never seem to fail at spoiling my appetite

Sunday, December 09, 2007 (11:19 AM)

ytd was the picnic day! haha hmm the oc came to my house around 10 plus to put down the stuff then we went to get food.
and then we went back and they started to make the food
lols
so disgusting
so sense of hygiene LOl
and then they were making the french toast and they broke a big plate T_T
ahhaah nvm
and then i ordered pizza for all of us! but then it arrived around 2 plus
and we were supposed to reach CG at 2 30
but nvm we rushed there and were still early hahah!
then we ate ate until the participants arrived and we started the games
then they were playing halfwae when it suddenly started to pour!
hahah then all of us to the shelter lol
then they ate the food and we played some camp games and
then we played zhong ji mi ma
and the oc were made to join
then i kanna 2 times! lol
the first time i had to eat 8 fries mixed with chilli and the drink we made
lol
then the 2nd time there were 12 pieces of bread but cinli kelvin benjamin and xueli helped mi hahaha
then after that it was time to go home!

deng deng deng denggggg
when i was about to shower i realised that mymum packed my room
i was bloodly pissed off
i couldn't find my stuff everything was being rearranged
and then we started to quarrel
i know u may find it silly to quarrel over just the packing of room
but i HATE pple touching the stuff in my room
i can't describe the feeling
then she was like saying my room was so messy and told mi to pack so mani times
but why doesn't she understand that i do not have the bloody time to go pack my room?!
she totally spoilt my appetite for dinner and this morning's breakfast!
she not onli packed my shelf, my table she even packed by cupboard
that seriously pissed mi off
i might get high blood pressure
and then when i came down to make breakfast i realised she threw away so mani of my stuff!
like bloody hell la!
next time i shall ask the maid go rearrange the stuff in her bag and see how she feels
then onli then will she know how i feel
so mani things were personal and she threw away their cover and everything without even asking!

luo zhi xiang's concert rocked!!!

Monday, December 03, 2007 (9:24 AM)

luo zhi xiang's concert rocked! my first concert ever! hahah!

when we first went in, there was a bag search

then the person said that we had to put our water bottles aside.

so jia ying and i went to the lockers there to put

then we went to find out seats and stuff. then we realised that joycelyn didn't surrender her water bottle

so jia ying and i went back to the locker to smuggle out water bottle into yong ming's bag

haha! so farni. we felt like theives at that moment.

was so dead at first while waiting for the concert to start

but then when he came out wow! i could feel the adrenaline rush!

he was sooooo hot and sexy! the dance! the face! omg just everything about him is so amazing!

how there be such a cute hot sexy guy???

and then after he sang a few songs and because he did alot of dance moves which were so freaking hot,

he was perspiring all over! and then he tooka towel and wiped his sweat,

so he wiped and he wiped and he wiped then he walked to the audience at the side and he threw the towel

to them! i was like OMGGGG

those stupid girls! they are

soooOOOOooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

damn lucky!!! i hate them LOL next time if he ever comes to singapore again i make sure i get the best seat no matter the price!

sitting at the back was like watching him on tv

i had to keep lookng at the screen because i couldn't see his face...

T_______________________T

and then around the middle

then he had an audience go up and sing a love song with him!!! omg!

luckily it was a guy that was picked otherwise i would have turned green and stayed that colour forever

hahaha! exaggerating, yes, i know but that's me

hahaha

sigh he was so funny. yea and at the end we he made us dance to the song twinkle with him!

hui shou, yea! yea!, zhuan zhuan , jia jia!! hahahaa

oh ya his special guest was rainie! she and her mushroom-like hair hahaha

when the concert ended we went to wait for him

but after waiting for like 45mins then we were convinced that he had already left!

like.. wat the heck?! so fast! hahahah

then we tried calling for taxi for like a whole freaking hour?!

finally jia ying managed to get hold of one! lol by the time i reached home it was 12!

then the next day i went to buy 2 of his albums and he book lol! omg

i am so going to taiwan to find him

i want to go learn singing and then go for audition in taiwan

u know being a hua zhi is so sad?

its not like i want it

its in me

i can't stop it! hahaha

why sad because u can only see but cannot have it!